For a lack of better words.

My hands tingle with laziness.

I don't want to be typing this right now, but I don't want to be doing anything at all right now.

I don't want to adjust my leg even though it's falling asleep.

I don't want to turn music on even though it's uncomfortably silent.

I don't want to go out with friends even though I feel isolated from the world.

I just want to stay right here, with my tingling listlessness and prickling solitude.

I miss you, Nicole. <3